Lilith in Taurus
Lilith in Taurus feels shame for holding onto possessions and being self-indulgent instead of sharing with others. They feel guilty for being selfish and having a pursuit of material possessions. This can make them feel very uncomfortable because they feel immense guilt around doing things to make themselves comfortable. They also feel very jealous of other people that are able to seek out and be comfortable. They don’t want to want things, and feel a strange sense of going against their inner instincts and desires. The Lilith in Taurus may feel guilt around the sense of fun or enjoying life. This can cause them to go to extremes of either wanting nothing or wanting too much. Once they learn to control this impulse, they will become very good at relaxing and enjoying themselves. Lilith in Taurus can find it very hard to let go, and they may need to getting better at enjoying the moment instead of hoarding the memory.
5th House
Keywords: The keywords associated with the 5th house include love affairs, romance, sex, sexuality, creativity, art, dating, play, playfulness, children, spontaneity, fun, diversity, and the spotlight.
Succedent House Type: The Succedent house type is ruled by a fixed sign. Leo is the fixed fire sign ruling the 5th house.
The 5th house in astrology is symbolic of creativity, sexuality, and children. The reason all of these themes come together in the 5th house is due to the fact that they all of them are related to making or creating something outside of oneself. Creativity brings forth something new and imaginative. Your relationship to sexuality or how you express your sexuality can be a creative act or viewed as the reproductive act that creates babies.
Having an emphasis of planets or lack of planets in the 5th house speaks more to what you make and create in life and less literally to how many children you will or will not have. When you are playing in the 5th house it is all about finding your creative spark, what enlivens you, and how you can bring your true identity forward.
The focus of the 5th house is what unique experience do you want to share with others, what makes you special. The 5th house is also associated with affairs, flings, and romance due to the playful and often spontaneous nature of this area of the chart.