Lilith in Taurus
Lilith in Taurus feels shame for holding onto possessions and being self-indulgent instead of sharing with others. They feel guilty for being selfish and having a pursuit of material possessions. This can make them feel very uncomfortable because they feel immense guilt around doing things to make themselves comfortable. They also feel very jealous of other people that are able to seek out and be comfortable. They don’t want to want things, and feel a strange sense of going against their inner instincts and desires. The Lilith in Taurus may feel guilt around the sense of fun or enjoying life. This can cause them to go to extremes of either wanting nothing or wanting too much. Once they learn to control this impulse, they will become very good at relaxing and enjoying themselves. Lilith in Taurus can find it very hard to let go, and they may need to getting better at enjoying the moment instead of hoarding the memory.
4th House
Keywords: Keywords for the 4th house include home, home life, parents, ancestry, relatives, privacy, birth place, nurturing, self-care, self-love, security, and spiritual initiation.
Angular House Type: An Angular house type means it is ruled by a cardinal sign. In this case Cancer is the cardinal water sign ruling the 4th house.
The 4th house in astrology is symbolic of our most private self. It is the part that is the hardest to express, representing things we often keep hidden from others. This house can also be representative of one’s parents, typically one or the other. It can represent what the earliest relationships in one’s life were life and home life environment. The 4th house is representative of one’s relationship with authority, thus the association with a parental figure.
The areas of life the 4th house oversees include the ways in which you create a home for yourself. It looks at how important having a home base is for you. The 4th house is the security blanket of your natal chart. The sign on the 4th house is symbolic of how you take care of your deepest needs, where you need the most nurturing, support, and comfort. If you have an emphasis of planets in the 4th house in your natal chart this may indicate you tend to be shy or keep things to yourself, only revealing your true self to a select few individuals.