Lilith in Taurus
Lilith in Taurus feels shame for holding onto possessions and being self-indulgent instead of sharing with others. They feel guilty for being selfish and having a pursuit of material possessions. This can make them feel very uncomfortable because they feel immense guilt around doing things to make themselves comfortable. They also feel very jealous of other people that are able to seek out and be comfortable. They don’t want to want things, and feel a strange sense of going against their inner instincts and desires. The Lilith in Taurus may feel guilt around the sense of fun or enjoying life. This can cause them to go to extremes of either wanting nothing or wanting too much. Once they learn to control this impulse, they will become very good at relaxing and enjoying themselves. Lilith in Taurus can find it very hard to let go, and they may need to getting better at enjoying the moment instead of hoarding the memory.
1st House
Keywords: The keywords associated with the first house are individualism, identity, selfishness, ego, personality, infancy, imitating, starting line, and destiny.
Angular House Type: An Angular house is ruled by a cardinal sign. Aries is the cardinal fire sign ruling the 1st house.
The 1st house in astrology is representative of how you express your self identity. The sign on the 1st house in the natal chart symbolizes the energy through which you tend to filter all of your experiences.
Here you get to know yourself, your basic needs, and desire to be seen as an individual. In the 1st house you are having a “me” experience. This house is symbolic of initiation and impulsivity.
Planets placed in the 1st house in the natal chart tend to be very heavily emphasized. These planets will be expressed more easily in your personal expression and circumstances. This is the house is symbolic of where we first breath life into ourselves, where existence first begins. This part of the astrological chart is ego driven in the search for self identity. Here you get to perform or act out the person you are or want to be.