Lilith in Taurus
Lilith in Taurus feels shame for holding onto possessions and being self-indulgent instead of sharing with others. They feel guilty for being selfish and having a pursuit of material possessions. This can make them feel very uncomfortable because they feel immense guilt around doing things to make themselves comfortable. They also feel very jealous of other people that are able to seek out and be comfortable. They don’t want to want things, and feel a strange sense of going against their inner instincts and desires. The Lilith in Taurus may feel guilt around the sense of fun or enjoying life. This can cause them to go to extremes of either wanting nothing or wanting too much. Once they learn to control this impulse, they will become very good at relaxing and enjoying themselves. Lilith in Taurus can find it very hard to let go, and they may need to getting better at enjoying the moment instead of hoarding the memory.
12th House
Keywords: The 12th house is associated with psychic abilities, spiritualism, multi-dimensions, the ocean, creativity, hospitals, prison, institutions, space, the vast universe, escapism, altered states of consciousness, meditation, traps, identity crisis, soul’s journey, mystery, secrecy.
Cadent House Type: A Cadent house type is ruled by a mutable sign. Pisces is the mutable water sign overseeing the 12th house.
The 12th house in astrology is the hardest part of your chart to get to know. It is often said about this house that everyone else see’s it before you do. In traditional astrology this house is often associated with “undoing” or self-sabotage. Another spin given to the 12th house is one of a very spiritual context; reaching states of complete freedom from one’s ego, merging with all of the universe. Escapist activities such as drugs, drinking, watching television, and compulsions are often found here in the12th house.
This area of the chart talks about going on a journey to uncover your own secrets, subconscious, and psyche. It symbolizes pealing back the layers to reveal the authentic self underneath. Psychic gifts, spiritualism, and karma are also found here. The 12th house is often associated with the lesson of boundaries by experiences places that can make you feel “trapped” or “locked” in.