Lilith in Gemini
Lilith in Gemini feels shame around speaking. They feel like they’re either talking too much or not enough. It always seems to be a tug of war between expressing themselves and staying silent. They can fear not being considered intelligent, and they also are a bit jealous of others that freely speak their mind. They need to work on self acceptance. They can feel out of control because they don’t have a proper outlet to express themselves. Lilith in Gemini can lead to babbling instead of taking the time to properly form their thoughts. This can be a problem because they desperately want to speak their mind, but feel blocked from doing so. On the other extreme, they may try to repress their speaking, but that just leads to it being bottled up and they will need to express it sooner or later. They are very observant. They are good at understanding social dynamics and understanding how others react, even if they aren’t necessarily the best communicators themselves.
1st House
Keywords: The keywords associated with the first house are individualism, identity, selfishness, ego, personality, infancy, imitating, starting line, and destiny.
Angular House Type: An Angular house is ruled by a cardinal sign. Aries is the cardinal fire sign ruling the 1st house.
The 1st house in astrology is representative of how you express your self identity. The sign on the 1st house in the natal chart symbolizes the energy through which you tend to filter all of your experiences.
Here you get to know yourself, your basic needs, and desire to be seen as an individual. In the 1st house you are having a “me” experience. This house is symbolic of initiation and impulsivity.
Planets placed in the 1st house in the natal chart tend to be very heavily emphasized. These planets will be expressed more easily in your personal expression and circumstances. This is the house is symbolic of where we first breath life into ourselves, where existence first begins. This part of the astrological chart is ego driven in the search for self identity. Here you get to perform or act out the person you are or want to be.